Son of a bitch.

I can't fucking take this. I am not even IN love with you anymore. I don't want you to touch me, be near me, speak to me. You are so fucking paranoid. I can't talk on the phone or text or anything without you asking who it is constantly. I am not your fucking child, and I do not need to be monitored. If you're so fucking scared I am gonna leave you, then you do it first. Stop playing around and stop feeling sorry for yourself. I came here because I love you and wanted to be with you and now you are pushing me away. We have a fucking child together, grow the fuck up, you can't be a kid caring for a kid. Not like you do anything, you don't even know how to discipline out son. Anything he does you just go at him without even figuring out what is wrong. He is a baby. HE IS JUST A BABY. I think I could find him a better father. I have never seen my child so angry all the time. He is a good kid, a smart kid and you are snuffing that out with you "discipline".

I have to get out but I don't know how. I came here with nothing. I am working my ass off. I will never make this fucking mistake ever again. I am better off.